look at the shining star and you wouldn't see your face

well.. i just saw IT! not sure what made me do so but yea.. anyway, i did not spread it around to anyone unless you call ONE person everyone then maybe yea.. well.. you did anyway. you told me you hated him since day one and you bitched about him so MUCH when i was talking to you and you said you were gonna tell your "bestie" to get out of this since he was a jerk and what not. i still remember everything you said and all i did was have confidence in you and trusted you but now it doesn't seem like it. you don't even look back to me and now you guys are BEST FRIENDS. well i don't care about that. its up to you who do you want to be friends with. its your life. i don't rule you. but i found out more things. you actually SUPPORT them. how is that not betraying? you were all against them and the next day you guys are tight. pfffttt.. you are telling me to come right to your face and tell you but you see.. i don't know the real story how do you expect me to do so? you gotta understand that and i am sure you know that. and since you are telling me to do something why not you do it by yourself? come to me, talk to me since you know whats going on. its better doing it by yourself first then commanding people. thats just stupid if you haven't realised. i don't know why are you so against me when i have NEVER been against you EVER! this shows how narrow minded you are and how of a true friend have you been. thanks for everything btw. it was nice having you in my life.

and to your best friend, two words for you more bitchy :) your quotes are like SOOOO yesterday. don't try to make it seem as though YOU created it. -.- and why is your nerves triggering more than the person whom got the word? felt the word which describes who you are? i am a human which has full sense unlike who you are, acting like a small immature kid. i think my 2 years old niece is much wiser and independent than you are. you and your best friend are involving the whole world to this and you are saying i am? how stupid is that? think before you talk and don't act all right cause you don't make sense at all and you are NOTHING but a cheap ass idiot. they are NOT only your friends. you don't own them neither they are tagged with your labels on them. you are so immature that it just annoys everyone and i mean everyone! its uncountable and i am serious. i am not making that up. GAH! writing all this for you just ticks me really badly that i feel like smashing a pie of shit on your face. seriously. and you are just STARTING to dislike but i have already LONG TIME AGO. sorry love :) seriously get a life and i wonder how long would you last. trust me it wouldn't be long. not cursing neither being jealous but its written on your forehead.

p/s: i am sorry that this post is more then being harsh but i really couldn't stand it. most of it is just a term of speech but if it hits you then i am sorry cause i am warning you before its just a TERM of speech and you don't have to go all "huu" and "haaa" thank you :)

you can never resist me

you have been there all this while

now you leave

but no matter what happens

you can never resist me and so can I.

you still follow my foot steps

you still follow who I was

you still follow what I used to do

and that makes who you are now.

try being yourself

and talk to the rest

see if people even look back at you

cause that's how its supposed to be.

conclusion, stop pretending, be yourself and learn your lesson.

you'll never walk alone

THE DAY

LIVERPOOL VS MANCHESTER UNITED

2-0

by

NGOG

and

TORRES

GLORY NAIK LORRY, MANCHESTER UNITED WHOM CALLED LIVERPOOL FOOLS !

i will never face it ever again

OMG! GUESS WHAT!?!??! FINALS ARE OVER! YEAH BABY! NO MORE SLEEPING LATE NIGHT!



i just can't wait to get over my eye bags! its really bad till..

during bio paper 2 which i slept at 5 am -.-

aisha me

yamuna.. are you wearing eye liner?
no -.- those are eye bags.

so yea.. things have been quite messed up lately but oh well.. i just gotta go with the flow. may god bless everyone :D

yesterday after exams was fun. last paper was sejarah 1 and it ended at 12 pm. we had another hour so i decided to clear off all the cash i owe pn yong for class terkotor then we started planning for our class party. we decided to go karaoke at gardens :D

later after school syahidah, maegan, li lian, nisha, lydia, nata, trishi, evelyn and I headed to TGIF. we pretended as it was syahidah's birthday. ahhaha.. that was so much of fun! megan and millie joined us too :) then we went loitering around aimlessly around seksyen 14. kai caught me cam whoring at the bridge leading to jaya 33 :P sorry! i am a camera addict. bumped into nadia M on the bridge :D then we settled at McD and we started doing some silly stuff. not going to mention it just to be safe. ask me personally if you wanna know ;) everyone left and only me, evelyn and syahidah were there. we went back to TGIF to surprise mas. this time it was real :D fala, amirah, nadia al, aimi, nabila and aideed were there. it was funny. mas was about to tear.

went back home to shower then went to Piccadilly at about 6.30pm to hang out with farah, priy, carmen, amirah, fala, syahidah, evelyn and adam. all of em shisha-ed besides me and farah. good girls much :D stayed there for quite some time and reached home at 11pm. it was an awesome after final exams stress release. was out the whole day.

thinking back this is gonna be the last final exams in high school. i have a feeling i will miss all this as i grow older. to be honest i still can't accept the fact that i am 16. weird much? oh well.. till then. hoping for a better tomorrow :D

if you just realised

YOU are all i wanted :'(

miss me :)

HIATUS

until finals over which is from the 7th of October till the 22nd of October

till then..

good luck for finals, PMR, SPM TRIALS and everything else,

happy deepavali everyone, have an enlighten festival

and

happy birthday to you :)

bye. keep missing me. LOVES :D

mas que nada

yesterday was one hell of a boring day! was at home the WHOLE day and did nothing at all. at 2 am i wanted to go and study but something freaked me out so i decided to go to bed. this is what happened..

i was walking to my "NEW" study room as all the lights were off and nobody was awake at all. everyone was asleep. so then when i was walking towards it out of nowhere the door shut REALLY LOUDLY! i am sure it wasn't the wind because before that my door was already shut. :O scary much?

moving on, today went to OU. was supposed to meet darren at 12 but instead i reached there at 12.40. I AM SORRY! i know i am always late but worth the wait ;) so yea.. as everyone knows I HATE ONE UTAMA so i decided to ask darren to decide the whole day. whenever he asked me something the best thing i could say was "i dunno", "anything", "up to you", "your wish", "go wherever you wanna go" and yea.. etc. so then we went to GSC to get tickets for UGLY TRUTH but we didn't manage to :( first cause we were already late for the show and secondly it was 18 and above and somehow i felt like a 16 years old kid today :S so we ended up watching tsunami at haouden (how ever you spell it). we didn't know it was a friggin Korean show. throughout the show we understood NOTHING besides TSUNAMI. but it was HELL funny. seriously. it was one hell of a hilarious movie but at the same time it was so touching :'( 1334854654231354857487451 ppl died out of it and that was just in ONE state. imagine the number of ppl died of it in india, indonesia, sri lanka and apart of malaysia. it was seriously such a disaster. thinking back about it i thank god for helping those who are still surviving but its really sad when those survivors die bit by bit thinking about their late loved ones especially kids :'(

ok shall not go too emo now. so yea.. conclusion the movie was GOOD. everyone should watch it. after that we walked around and around and around. bumped into quite a number of sri amanians. not surprised? to those who doesn't get it.. sri amanians second home is one utama that's why i don't really like going there :P went home at 5 and mum started yelling as usual but i still love her anyway. went for dinner at pandi's and yea.. thats about it :) till then.. hoping for a better tomorrow. imma going to pyramid!

that's the killer wave

that's how it reached the people

and that's how it killed them all :'(

p/s: WE DID NOT DO ANYTHING NAUGHTY